alright . let's talk about my Wednesday, 18November, which is the day that Faizal got eliminated from Singapore Idol . y'know what . i don't like to hear that Faizal's eliminated because it sounded like he got kicked out from Singapore Idol and that in a bad way . well, that's why i think . so then, watched the show at 8pm . and to me, he sang like no confidence . and by the way, he's short clip was so friggin' cute ! LOL . okay so, when Dick commented him, Faizal was like "okay . i will IF i go to the next round ." and i was like "walao ! oiiee ! why you said 'IF' ?! later you got eliminated y'know !" . and i was like "if i watch it LIVE, i will surely scold him for saying 'IF' ." LOL . so y'know what . i realised that those contestants who said 'IF', they will either got eliminated or will be in the bottom half/three . and when Faizal said that i was like "alamak ! you surely bottom or something lahh.." and then the other performances were kinda bored . Sylvia's was fine . and when Sezairi sang, i was like "woah ! you rocked the night, dude !" LOL . so, seriously the judges said that too .

and then,after the show, i voted both Faizal and Sezairi and i said to myself "i think Faizal will be out tonight ." i don't know why on that day ONLY, i like got this feeling that Faizal will be out . and i thought of voting Faizal lots more because i got this feeling that Faizal would be out or in the bottom half/three . then i thought that it would be wasted if he out and i voted him alot . so i voted him only a little .

and during the results, i had the cushion with me . and i sat at the end of the sofa . and i feel scared and i was like "just now i don't feel anything about Faizal, now i'm scared.." LOL . so when Gurmit called Sezairi and Sylvia and said that they were save, i was like "eh ! why never call Faizal ? always call him first what.. he always the first few to go into the next round..!" and then, Gurmit said that Tabitha and Charles were in the Bottom Half . ad my heart was seriously racing like hell . and then when Gurmit sent Charles to the Bottom Half, Faizal was like still standing there, rooted . Gurmit mentioned two scenarios before that . first, both Faizal and Charles joined Tabitha into the Bottom Half and anyone is in the risk to go home . second, both Faizal and Charles go into the next round, Top 4, and Tabitha went home . and when Gurmit sent Charles to the Bottom Half group, luckily Faizal still blur seii . and luckily he's not like jumping and 'Amin'-ing . he was like saying to Charles "i save huhh ?" and Gurmit was like "no no, Faizal . you stay here ." if Faizal was like not to be blur during that time, it will be totally paiseh as later, he's not going to Top 4 . and i feel that my heart is going to explode anytime soon ! and when Gurmit was saying to Faizal "what will you have to say now ?" and i was like "aiyaa ! you Faizal go out la today.." and then Gurmit goes like "Faizal, your Singapore Idol journey has ended.." and i was like stoned to the sofa and my jaw was like super loose.. you seriously can't imagine what's my face expression . my eyes were like super big, my jaws were like awesomely loose, my body stayed rooted to the sofa and my heart was like going faster than ever . and i was speechless at that very moment . Sezairi's, Sylvia's and Tabitha's shock-ness also shocked me at that moment . they were like super shock too when Gurmit announced that Faizal's journey ended . and i still stoned at the sofa after Faizal's goodbye clip and after his goodbye song . and after that, my mum was like "heyy, the show's over . you can go to bed now ." and then i 'woke up' . seriously.. and when i went into my room, i straight away on my laptop and tweeted and facebooked and msned . and when Faizal's out, i received a hell-load of text from friends and families . some were like "yayy ! Faizal's out !" and some were like "ohno ! Faizal's out ! are you sad/crying ?" and i didn't even reply a single text . and when i signed in on msn, there were loads of the orange bar thing that appeared at the bottom of the screen . all were saying like "Faizal..." and also, i didn't even reply a single one . i'm like super shock seii . i do cry, but only a little . and when some of my friends that went to watch it LIVE, they told me that a lot were crying when Faizal got eliminated . and my friend also said that she hugged Faizal ! and i was like how was it ? and she said that Faizal's sweaty . at first i heard that Faizal's smelly and i was like "huhh ?! he smelly ? don't talk crap okay !" and she said "no la ! it's sweaty !" and i was like ooohh.. LOL . and my heart was like still beating until like 1230am because some people perked me up . and only at 1 i went to bed . LOLS .

and the next day when i went to school, a lot of people do tease me . i knew that when i went to school for band practice the next day, a lot of people were like "heyy ! Faizal's out . so how ? did you cry/what's next ?" and i told the whole story about me in super shock-ness . and i was in-charge of the band that day, Thursday . and i was like a mad girl running everywhere to find keys and asked people to hurry . the other two in-charge didn't even do a single thing ! gahh !! so then, i was like "ohno ! how about Faizal's interview ?!!" and when it's around 920, i listened to the radio from my phone and heard that Faizal was in the middle of his conversation . ALAMAAAAK !! but i only listened a little as i was super busy that day . and the backback part also i didn't listen . so this was waht i heard :

DJ : who do think will go to the Top 2 ?

Faizal : Tabitha and Charles .

DJ : why do you think both of them will go to the Top 2 ?

Faizal : because Tabitha has the full package and Charles can beatbox and has a lot of talents so he will make it far .

DJ : okay . so what about Sylvia and Sezairi ?

Faizal : well, Sylvia has the full potential to be a singer . so if she's out, she will still make it quite far . same for Sezairi . he has music with him . so if he is eliminated, he can still pursue his music career and will make it quite far with his music .

so till hear only i listened . then after band practice, went to take the Singapore Idol tickets at Mediacorp with cousin, mummy and adiks . Dee went herself . when reached there and want to collect tickets, the person say Seats left two and Moshpit six . so i asked mummy in the toilet whether Moshpit can because Seats not enough and she said Moshpit can . YAHOOO !! just what i wanted . LOL . because mummy ant me to take seat ! pfft~ so, luckily got six left because i exactly need six tickets ! hehe . and went i went back, Dee called and said that she passed through Sezairi and gang (Top 4 + Izked) when she was on her way to Mediacorp ! and i was like "what the ! should have waited for her ! erghh !!" LOL . but Dee reached Mediacorp at around 650 . who wants to wait for her till that long ? LOL .

so yeah . still in shock of Faizal's elimination . i thought it was a dream after all ! but it isn't ! =((

so that's my day of Faizal Isa..